i;d like a designer handbag

so could everyone please vote for me on this i dont think you have to register simply vote
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lifes a bitch

I wish i was taller

I wish i was prettier

I wish i was more confident

I wish i was thinner

I wish i was more organized

I wish i knew what you were thinking

I wish i lived closer

I wish i was older

I wish everything was easier

I wish i could wear whatever i want and not feel stupid

I wish i wasn’t so self loathing

I wish i had money

I wish people wouldn’t lie

I wish i could do what i wanted with life

as much as i’d like these things i know there is no point pining for things that are never going to happen

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stuck on repeat

Brick Lane

After paying £3 in change rough trade were clearly pissed and only gave us 3/4 of our photos.
I had an overall lovely week and have discovered where all my pay checks are going to be deposited. Miu Miu is soon to be a VERY good friend of mine.

today

i feel so good. i feel so confident for once i had such a good day handing out cvs and it seems quite promising so hopefully ill have lots of dollar soon. i really wanna go to hevy fest with the lovely liz and just have an amazing summer and having a job would top that off . i hope this feeling lasts because i am so insecure itd be nice to feel confident for once.

out with the old

today i handed out my cv in nottingham and tried something new; a middle parting with my extensions in too.
fashion show next week so excited ill actually do a proper blog at some point.
but for now hope everyone is well

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eeeeek so excited

just been asked by Rhiannon Jones aka Lady Bolshie funny the fact we have the same name but yeah. doing a fashion show for her on 7th of july i'm so fricking excited i may pee my pants. hoping i can get tickets so my best friend nat can come and be tyra and my sister can be mrs jay (L) my sister keeps telling me to apply to agencies or apply for britains next top model so maybe this is my ticket ;)

oh london is gonna be so fun this next month!

00:30

so it's early/late i'm having a grey's anatomy marathon already midway into season 2 after starting today preparing to cry(L). My beautifully strange friend ruby made a good point in her blog " you don't care but fuck you it's my documentation" blogs are a very personal thing and i feel this way completely. i love getting your comments as everyone seems to be so lovely yet if people don't enjoy my blog it doesn't bother me because it's my own thing meant for my enjoyment. i can imagine many of you feel this way too. also check out the beautiful drawins ruby does she drew the hippo in the tutu for me cause she's so random.

if i could be anyone right now it'd be meridith grey but not in season 2 or 3 or 4 except episode 17 cause her life sucks then.

from dusk til dawn

So today i just chilled until about 4 when mummy took me to boots to get my fake tan and then off to outfit for a bit of window shopping. I spent a total of 35 quid at boots got 2 different fake tans, bronzer, bronzer brush, 2 vaselines so i could get extra points, barry m nail varnish & mouthwash. Boots really know how to make me spend it was about 25 quid but i added all the small things in order to get an extra 3 quids worth of points oops!

I came across some lovely headbands in the jewellery section and fell in love with one from miss selfridge but mother said it wasnt very good against my hair (shes rather brutally honest) so we spent about 30 minutes looking for a good headband for me to buy after tossing up between about 3 i decided to go for the cheapest which can be seen in my pictures below £6 topshop which is admitedly rather pricey for a lace flower on a peice of elastic.

I spent the rest of my evening drinking bulmers pear cider watching the grand prix qualifiers & the england match we ofcourse supported usa cause frankly we don't care if england win or not also to annoy our chavy neighbours one of them paints his house like an england flag every world cup!

I forgot to mention i tried to wave my hair today but it ended up more crimped but heres my attempt.

end of an era

Finally I have finished my exams techniqually, I only have drama left which doesn't really count as an exam. I've had a varied week due to childish girls from my school. But the good news is mummy has agreed to pay for my benicassm ticket for next year!!!! I'm so excited I've wanted to go for ages. For those of you that don't know what benicassm is it is a spanish festival that has the best line ups this years includes friendly fires two door cinema club lily allen calvin harris and so many more it's kind of a holiday and festival in one. So that's the first good thing the second being good and bad today I went to retrieve my phone only to find out I'd been given a new one as my old one can't be repaired which is annoying as I don't have any contacts now. But by the end of this week ill be in london with barney for a weekend of xbox and making mega sized jelly tots before prom. I love cooking so much :) and its so fun to do with friends or whoever.

Hope you all have lovely weekends.