yay...

1.23 am and i'm stilll awake watching harry potter 4 whilst some pervert who lives on my road harresses me god my life is fun. if you see me on the news reportedly kidnapped you guys know who did it!

long lost

today i met half of my family i never even knew existed until a month ago. this being as my dad is half adopted on his dads side so we met his dead and my aunts etc they were the nicest people i've ever met besides barneys family. we went to the oldest pub in england for a few drinks and lunch then a little mooch around nottingham before it was time for dinner and off to the gym for dinner we sent next to the tennis courts and innevitably we ended up playing tennis me and my dad v my sister and brother and ofcourse my pissed up father and my idiot self lost. but all in all it was a lovely day however i have now become well aquired to the scouse accent yet tv liverpudlian accents are worse than a cheese greater to the face!

i have also discovered i enjoy reading and writing when i began this blog i enjoyed writing the way i did i like thinking things through and comprehending my thoughts onto paper. i did however get sucked into the fashion scene of most bloggers but entering the blog writing competition made me do what i enjoy most writing in a more me way. i may be shit at english but i enjoy writing in a way that i feel comfortable with rather than comprension writing or essays.

it's been long needed

finally i've got round to taking pictures of everything and with most of my exams out of the way i have time to blog. i will start off with my feelings of friday night.

I absolutely adore lady gaga although i don't much buy in to a lot of the theatrical scheme she's a creative genius and i understand she's a Marmite artist when the proof is such its hard to deny that she's amazing a week ago she became the only artist in the world to have seven number worldwide top 10 singles from one album beating the likes of Michael Jackson who achieved six. the support band semi precious weapons were a bunch of egotistical transvestites that were about as enjoyable as cutting your throat then sitting in vinegar. after an hour of waiting lady gaga finally came on and the set was absolutely astonishing. there was a staircase made of syringes, a broken down green car containing one of gaga's many pianos and scaffolding in the shape of a hotel with neon lights all over. this changed into a more open stage for most of the performance and that was a platform that moved about too. the whole show was the lead up to the monster ball and gagas journey there. i'd say it was the best thing i've ever seen and even my boyfriend who didn't like lady gaga now understands how amazing she really is. and of course she never fails to impress with her intriguing outfits my favourite being the satelitte dress designed by givenchy which is shown in her bad romance video. Sorry about the poor quality of some of the pictures but we started off about 3 or 4 metres away from the stage but due to heat and pain in my feet moved to the back.

Opening set/ Piano

Me & Barney enjoying the back of the arena

& this is what i wore; topshop owl dress-ebay £30, Studded court shoes-new look £20, Snake print clutch-primark £6, Polka dot titghts-primark £2

And now for the second half of this blog things i brought recentley/ in london but never uploaded.

Spot stick free from natalie works wonders No7 Eyeliner in black £3 boots

Mac viva glam gaga-£12.50 Rimmel colour show off in be bold free from rimmel website Christian Dior lipstick in fig found in mummys make up collection that she never uses

vintage heels-brick lane vintage market £10 Vivienne Westwood heels £70.40 vivienne westwood shop

Mock snake skin clutch-£6 primark, Juicy couture bag from natalie

Earrings-£4 river island Vivienne westwood necklace-£35 ebay

All saints tee but in white that barney got me £26

Ted baker purse £50

Only we can choose

My entry for we just don't know you yet @ the inky fingerfiles

The future is always ahead of us and only we can choose how far we will allow it to take us. Though it seems all the time building up to exams and interviews is the most important, it is important to know that everyday counts and whatever way we choose to look at it, at some point or another whatever you may choose to do with that moment will affect your decision for one thing or another in the future.

Although none of us know what is coming it is safe to say we should jump in to each day with caution and confidence to take out of it the best we can.

when we fail to prepare we can only expect failure in what we do.

Gaga for Gaga

So may 28th is finally here and i am going to see Lady Gaga! I think she's such an amazing role model and a very talented person i am so excited i'm not however going to be lame and dress like her although my hair's white i dont much wish to be a little gaga as beautiful as she is. I still haven't decided what i'm wearing so i think major outfit hunting in my wardrobe will occur tonight sorry physics gcse but hey. Gonna do a spot of shopping before Barney gets here tomorrow and see what i can pick up.

lazy days

i had my hair cut today finally. the last time i had it cut was november as i'm too scared that they'll screw up my hair. i had to go to a different hairdressers to usual as none of the people that work at my hair dying salon are professional taught which worries me but i'm glad as a lovely man called tom cut my hair and did exactly what i wanted a was a lovely man. i will upload pictures next week along with my purchases from london last month and a few bits and bobs i've bought recentley i just can't keep up during these bloody exams.

Dear liver

although i never usually drink and when i do i never get drunk, last night we had a bbq and i ended up drinking a pint and a half of pimps and a litre of cosmopolitan. after the first 1/4 of the bottle of cosmopolitan and after the Pimms i knew i was fucked yet i felt that i had to drink the rest of the bottle or i felt bad which about half an hour later lead to me throwing up bright pink lovely..... i then continued to not be able to move or i felt as if i was going to throw up so instead i spoke to Natalie for 2 hours which was enjoyable. this friday is lady gaga and my bf wants me to get fucked i think after that lovely experience that shan't be happening.

hello beautiful

i decided to put my hair in pins last night so that it would be curly today, that it is although i look more like karen from outnumbered than anything else. i am off to town today to buy myself some liquid eyeliner and the beauty below i'm so excited i am very easily pleased. after that it's a two and a half hour drama rehearsal for the exam tomorrow and lots of revision for my two biology exams how fun is my life?

FML

so yesterday was my final day at nottingham girls high school it was a lovely day and so a group of about 30 of us went back to someones house for a little gathering by 730 my blackberyy screen had been cracked completely and i nearly cried so now i am 80 pounds out of pocket and stuck with the worlds worst phone for the next 28 days so any donations of phones would be total and utter life savers as i pay 10 quid a month for internet which will be utterly wasted. it was a lovely night despite my phone being killed although there was no sleep involved so i feel lie dying and me and natalie sat drinking jaeger bombs and tea and being laughed at for our love of tea instead of vodka (L)

The self aclaimed best actress in the world

Physics group

Ruby Bearclaw the one i'm taking with me

The one doing something completely different

Two of the nicest funniest people

The ones that are moving to other cities and countries but they'll be famous one day

I couldn't have asked for 25 better people to spend the past 5 years with.

it's been a while

i havent posted for a while mainly because i did a photoshoot for a friend on bank holiday monday and was waiting to upload those to here but i haven't recieved many of them yet as computers suck. However my friend emily leant me her copy of a cinderella story today so this made me think of all my favourite films:

1. withnail and i

2. a cinderella story

3. all the harry potters

4. hunchback of notre damn

5. pleasure land

6. sleepover

7. sex and the city

8. chasing liberty

9. pans labyrinth

10. mean girls

11. shes the man

12. he's all that

13. monster

14. the longest yard

15. angus thongs and perfect snogging

16. the little mermaid

17. both bridget jones'

18. lord of the rings

19. 500 days of summer

20. UP

21. how to train your dragon

22. the greys anatomy movie (if it is ever made hint hint)

23. alice in wonderland the original

24. camp rock

25. cadet kelly

26. hotel rwanda

27. the punisher

28. the spiderwick chronicles

and although these arent films my life would not be complete without:

1. greys anatomy

2. lipstick jungle

3. desperate housewives

4. prison break

5. keeping up with the kardashians

6. the secret life of an american teenager

i will try upload the pictures from shoot soon